Counting Our Blessings

Well, this Thanksgiving we have one extra surprise blessing to count. That's right, I'm pregnant again! Surprise! Surprise not only to you to but to us too! But what a great surprise and blessing. When we first found out I was beyond shocked and it took me a little while to be okay with the idea and accept that it was even real. The baby is due June 17th and Colt will have just turned 18 months. Which is not crazy, tons of people have babies 18 months apart or closer, and lots of them on purpose, right? That is what I tell myself everyday. As grateful as I am to be having another baby I am honestly pretty nervous about how I will do it. The girls will have just turned 4 so I hope they can be a big help. We will have a whole 15 months before the girls start kindergarten with 4 kids at home. I just am scared about being able to give each child the attention they need. But I am sure that is every moms concern no matter what number child it is. I am sure it will work out fine and we are indeed so grateful to have another baby since I didn't think we were going to have anymore. Now I am loving the idea of having another tiny baby because Colt is getting so old. He will be a year in a few weeks! I will be 10 weeks on Friday. We are still debating on whether to find out the sex or not. Would be such a great surprise to wait but I don't know if I have the patience required, or the will power to say no when they ask if I want to know. I am so grateful for all of our blessings this year and for all that our Father in Heaven continues to bless us with.